I need to start keeping a pen and paper by my bed. I have crazy thoughts running through my head all night these days. I am trying to develop ideas and theories for my classes and essay proposals and presentations and final papers…..i think that 75% of these crazy epiphanies that i experience half asleep are bulshit non-existent thoughts….but in the off change that i solved some brilliant problem in my sleep (that i then forget when i wake up) I should probably try and write this shit down. train myself to make sleep notes. If anything, I will be very entertained with what I thought/wrote still half asleep. I need a night book! My brain does not stop racing these days, something i just want to put it on hold and not worry about thinking for awhile. Drinking doesn’t do that, unfortunately. March will be the month of nightmares. April will hopefully the month of sighs and sleep.