you’ve got me obsessively checking my email and i don’t even know your face
you make me feel so out of control and i don’t even know your voice
are we ended before we ever began
or has it yet to begin and I am already in
i have already broke patterns by asking many questions
and for the first time, i wanted to know the answers
i like what i know, or what i think i know,
which for once is more based in fact that anything that came before
but is this a beginning or another failed start?
all i feel is the increasing weight of my heart
is this a beginning or another broken start
all around consumed by a another failing heart