Archive for September, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!
I AM GREASY! and sweating all over the keyboard right now…ahh jori is facebook chatting me up…man i picked a bad time to post! so much chatting…yelling down to my mum etc!
Andrew’s brother Jon is coming into town with his band poorfolk…and the mohawk lodge!.. they just texted me and said they were leaving regina right now! wow thats cutting it close…i am sure they will speed but it’s 12…i am gonna google how long it takes to drive…oh its only 530 km…totally doable! and i am sure it has been done before!
anyways super excited about tonight!!!!! yay! gonna try not to get too drunk! and try to make it to 10 am yoga? we will see…. also 90210 day with joel tomorrow!! i want more cofffeeeeee
and I GOT A JOB! WITH BENEFITS AND A SALARY! yyyayayay i start monday at 8:30 am! I am a legal assistant!
man do i have to shower!! and ya the sun has come out!
from shedoesthecity.com
Submitted by Anonymous on Thu, 09/18/2008 – 08:42.
Whether flying high or down in the gutter, one thing is for sure: Life is all about timing. I’m pretty sure I’m not the only whose life has come down to a series of critical moments: catching the bus makes or breaks the rest of your day, leaving a party seconds earlier would let you avoid hearing heart breaking, soul crushing news, etc, etc. And while watching the bus drive around the corner without you is one infuriating example of how time runs the show, it’s really the big things that count. Someone once told me that when two people drift apart for no real reason they just met too soon. There’s nothing quite as depressing as the one that got away, at least to me. Torturously young poignant love aside, what about those all those other life defining moments which would never have occurred if this, that or the other didn’t go wrong?
In my short 21 years of existence I can count a handful of truly life altering moments which have made me the slightly neurotic person I am today. And as fruitless as it is, I can’t stop myself from spending hours lying awake playing the perversely cruel What If game. As in, ‘What if I hadn’t said that… What if I never came home that day…What if we had waited..? Some people could be perfect together but never have the chance to meet; others may be toxic for one another but good timing disguised all the problems. How do you ever know when the timing is good for something? When is it time to just let go, or conversely, to jump in and say fuck it, why not? When is it time to commit to the career and when is it time to jump in a car with four friends and recreate On the Road? One look at the climbing divorce rate and I would say a lot of people know nothing about timing, or choose to ignore the perfectly obvious signs. It makes you think, you can’t always get what you want. But you certainly seem to get what you need.
did you ever tell me the end of that story
my stomach muscles ache from my attempt at getting back into yoga yesterday. I need to find a better place though. Got back from my lunch/breakfast date with Dylan at Fresh. Was not impressed, they totally screwed everything up, and it was supr slow, but it was super busy because it is so nice outside. I can’t believe we got a seat outside even, but there were tons of annoying wasps everywhere. blah….
So basically i decided that Dylan and I have no romantic future. I don’t really have feelings for him and it just does seem like timing or anything is right. I really don’t feel it, i told my mum and now she is all worried about me, which is funny because i am totally alright with everything. Nice not to have love interests again, can go back to worrying about ME!
it’s beautiful outside, i should be out there reading or something…need to finish Eclipse sometime soon!!!!!!! yay go me!
loved the drunken texts last night kristen1!!1
So i just got home from last night. Spent the night at Joels and managed to convince him that there are certain days in your life in which you are guaranteed to get laid i.e. your wedding night, but I also believe that the day you find out you ex (esp your last ex) just got married… So needless to say he was propositioned… there were also some tears afterwards while Joel was nearly crapping his pants because of a loosening of his bowel after going off ulcer meds. Needless to say it was tres romantique. Anyways i love being friends with him….cuddly friends….
so now i have a date with dylan in an hour and i should probably try to make myself look presentable and perhaps wash off that dried on sperm on my stomach.
haha i walked in the front door and my thought i was my brother because she thought i was sleeping upstairs, both of us didnt come home last night. hilarious!!!
May 2nd 2007
im drunk on red wine……….i must say im unsuspectingly becoming
attached to you charlotte, its making me nervous, i feel we are worlds
appart although we have things in common, you never ask me any
questions but i kind of like it, i want to mold you but its selfish of
me, i miss you………….your turning me into a drooling baby, i
wish i was in your bed with mouse making noise waking me up every 47
minutes………………..ps. you have more wrinkles on your hands
than me, and higher arches………… welcome to planet earth.
Radical